I want to come home.
I am already sick of this place.
Not Paris itself, the people in Paris.
I'm sick of my family there, and I'm sick of the mean angry French people that expect you to buy stuff from them when they talk to you like shit.
I'm sick of the French people that talk to you like they're higher than you when they look like fucking ding bags.
I'm sick of seing couples holding hands, and kissing every where I go in Paris.
It makes me miss Jon wayyyyy more, I just wish he could be here with me because I know that I would love this trip then!
I can't stand my family when we're all together. I just can't, I just want to leave for a plane by myself to Fart Myers. Yeah, that's right, I 'd rather be in Fart Myers than in Paris.
The only thing that keeps me going about this trip is the food there, the beautiful architecture. But mostly thinking about what to buy for Jon and Kaita. Because they are the most important people to me. And that's the end of it.
Sorry if I sound so emotional.
But guess what, I fucking am.
I'm lost without the love of my life.
And I'm so overwhelmed with everything I've left undone.
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I'm so sorry, Liah. Sigh.
It does give me a little peace of mind to know that you still have time to get online, though. Even though you said you'd have online access, I doubted that you'd get on. I'm glad that I can hear how you're doing / talk to you in general. I miss you so much already!
As much as you're not enjoying being there, I'm not enjoying being here. I want you back! Paris can't have you!
Ah, I'm just being petty.
I miss you bunches, and I'm sure Jon does too.
Try and find a place to get away or something. I'm assuming you took your camera, right? You should take some snapshots of Paris!
I feel like I'm not helping. I wish I was a good advice-giver.
I miss you terribly, and I can't wait for you to come home!
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