Hah!

I just realized how much my blog titles suck!
I am gonna need to work on that.

Went to Busch Gardens today!
I had the best time ever out of the 4 times I had been there.
If you haven't gone, please go.

The rides are not for pussies, that's for sure.

Jon and I had such a great time together, even when we were soaking wet, stuck in the thunderous rain for 1h30. Wow, long ass sentence.

I hope Kaita is doing okay, hopefully we're hanging out soon.
I miss her terribly, she's the sweetest girl I know.

She's got everything anyone could want or need.
Humor, love, uniqueness(sp?), creativity, loyalty(I wrote royalty at first, heh), and good grammar.
:)

The list could go on, but I think that's the best way to sum it up.

Lonely.

I wish I had 3 girlfriends sometimes, we'd be 4 total.
Like the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants or Sex and the City.
It would just allow variety and more excitement.
For example, I'm watching America's Best Dance Crew right now. And I wish I could just call all 3 of my "friends" at the same time(somehow) and just get all cheesy and excited when something Epic happens.
I know this sounds cliche, but right now that's all I want.
Cheesiness is the key to life sometimes.

That's all I had to say.
Pooptidoowoop!

Side note: The new Converse commercial is amazing.
Side note#dos: I've said poop too many times today.

WTF!

What the fuck?!
Yup. I am officially pissed off.
I'm having such a great time in France, and things just keep getting in the way of my enjoyment of life.
First, now that I got used to the French keyboard, I now suck at typing with the American one, this indeed, irritates me.
Second, old "friends" are bitches. I mean, why did I even think they were my friends.
This is how I notice that I'm too naive and just too nice.
Third, people that are jealous because there old friends like me more than them.
What can I do about it?!huh?!
Maybe you should of been a better friend to them in the first place.
Ughh!
And lastly, people that don't believe me when I say something, regardless at how many times I tell them.

Thanks blog!
You really helped!

Priorities.

This whole phone situation was the dumbest idea! Why did I think of it?
Long distance calls never work. I wasted my energy and my good mood on something that ended up crappy. I felt lonely and rejected in the end. Well liah, you can only blame yourself for it.
I should just stop myself from connecting to the other side of the world, completely. No myspace, no phone. Ta-da, sounds like a perfect plan!
I should just be having fun, enjoying my vacation 100% of the time. I do it to myself though, I'm so bad at bringing myself back up when it comes to Jon.
I just keep on bringing myself down, I don't quite know why.
I shouldn't be doing that anymore, after everything we've been through.
I feel so unstable sometimes; and I just need some time off everything, it takes so much out of me.
All the arguing, worrying, thinking, blah blah blah.
This is really not a post for anyone to read, I just need to open up and let it all out, everyone's asleep in this appartment and everything is dark. I have no one to talk to, this is SHIT.
I'm sure I'm coming off as a drama queen. I probably am one.

I feel like I haven't been giving a lot of attention to Kaita too, that's really been bothering me. I love her to death, and I miss her so fucking much. It's so sad not being able to really talk to her, I've had some good myspace convo's with her though. I swear, that girl is the most beautiful girl, inside and out. I'm so glad I met her, and we have such a great friendship.
She makes me so happy.
I probably sound like a lesbian, haha.
It's so weird, but I truly feel like we'll always be there for each other; we'll be gramma's knitting together, licking each other's toes while watching Cruel Intentions.
Because you know, that's what all g-ma's do these days, hehe.

Well, this post is getting long. But boy, it has helped so much.
It's crazy how talking to a computer can help so much, HAH!
Night!
Talk to me, if you're awake and interested.

Love!

I fucking love Jon Philip Pratico!



and this trip is dumb!

I'm gonna be honest,

I want to come home.
I am already sick of this place.
Not Paris itself, the people in Paris.
I'm sick of my family there, and I'm sick of the mean angry French people that expect you to buy stuff from them when they talk to you like shit.
I'm sick of the French people that talk to you like they're higher than you when they look like fucking ding bags.
I'm sick of seing couples holding hands, and kissing every where I go in Paris.
It makes me miss Jon wayyyyy more, I just wish he could be here with me because I know that I would love this trip then!
I can't stand my family when we're all together. I just can't, I just want to leave for a plane by myself to Fart Myers. Yeah, that's right, I 'd rather be in Fart Myers than in Paris.
The only thing that keeps me going about this trip is the food there, the beautiful architecture. But mostly thinking about what to buy for Jon and Kaita. Because they are the most important people to me. And that's the end of it.

Sorry if I sound so emotional.
But guess what, I fucking am.
I'm lost without the love of my life.
And I'm so overwhelmed with everything I've left undone.

Summertime!

Yesterday and today truly felt like summertime.
I hung out with Kaita yesterday, slept over, had a blast.
I learned so much about shading; I can't wait for my next class with my sexy tutor, Kaita Tinkoff!
She's the bestest friend I could ever ask for, I swear.
We get along on so many levels. And it just feels right talking to her about anything.
Like POOP(Liah's immature moment)!
Today, oh my god! Today was fucking great.
I volunteered at the library from 10 to 12, did 6 full shelves of books. That always makes me think accomplished.
Jon picked me up with his car! He got his license!
Woopy!
I was worried sick waiting for him outside, I kept picturing these horrible scenarios.
I was so happy when I saw him with his Aviators, aka douchebag glasses. Hehe!
We drove to his house, his mom was outside with coincidentally, Heather's parents.
I guess they provide Jon's sprinkler system. It was really weird seing them though. The last thing I remember Heather's mom saying to me was, your butt is as flat as a pancake.
Thanks Heather's mom, hah!
Afterwards, me and Jon went in the pool.
Oh! I forgot to tell you guys, on the way to Jon's house, I found a huge cockroach in his car near my feet. I about flew out of the car!
I felt terrible, I was an ENORMOUS distraction to Jon. We had to stop the car and kill it, it was about to crawl on my leg.
Those creepy crawlers aren't like dogs, they don't understand when you don't like them.

Back to Jon's house. We went in the pool, then we went to Beef'O'Brady's!
Jon's mom gave us 2 coupons for free meals, so badass!
We played videogames in the back, took pictures, played footsies, and ate way too fucking fast.
It was soooooooo good though.
After that, we went to Kyle's for a movie night from 4 to 11. Although plans changed.
Jon gave me a ride home at 9h40ish. We watched this Korean movie called "The Attack at the Gas Station", haha! I loved the name, it was such a cheesy movie.
Jon is sooo cute, I just couldn't stop cuddling with him.
I love him so much, and I'm going to miss him so fucking much.